You give back what you give away.

That cold that’s installed in your bones and creeps in to the most unreachable spots - emotionally, physically, intellectually. It’s not only figurative language - the room is warm and I’m freezing. Shivering. I could fool myself and give it no cause. But I can’t let the outside world fool me into thinking it’s unnatural. It comes from inside. By no means I’m trying to imply that I think that it defines my personality. I truly feel it’s the other way around. It’s what I perceive, coming from all directions. Not enough time to invest, not enough motivation to try and find it. Turn around to look at me; make it go away. Listen and prove it; do more than the minimum. I’m not asking more than I’m willing to give. Trying is doing, but doing is not always trying. Not feeling it anywhere.